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| Sunday, September 2nd, 2007 | | 10:05 pm |
| | Thursday, September 7th, 2006 | | 8:28 am |
it's been awhile hasn't it?
ok since i'm tapped out and don't particularly want to type much... here's an update Kim Myers has been married off to a rather nice guy named Lionel and they are now expecting a child. Parts of it hurt but I'm genuinely happy for the both of them, it's about damn time she's happy. She has a nice smile...... I left FL for the time being... I so wish to return. I'm currently in New England (despite being en route to Cali.. but more on the reasons why..... ) was arrested for assault and Battery! Remember kids don't get into a fistfight with your bro in the North, these yanks just don't understand... have a courtdate for the 10th of October. I miss everone in Fl immensely. tah all | | Monday, July 31st, 2006 | | 11:31 pm |
wake me up
I honestly believe that if there is a god then there must be a plan and that plan is what each of our roles in this game are. which means there must be one example of every person so at least one person has to be the personification of something. Like someone personifies happiness and another will personify suffering. everyone I've ever loved leaves. | | Friday, July 28th, 2006 | | 12:40 pm |
and then the good day went bad
after my time on the computer was through I returned home. Called Kim only to find that she's in the hospital with a cracked skull. this is Myers the same person who'd invited me to live with her, I call to get her current bf telling me that her ex bodyslammed her onto the ground and cracked her head open, not only that but she'd been cutting herself, for reasons not yet explained, and that is apparently why he did it. it's irrelevant no man EVER hurts a lady EVER, hell Myers tried to fucking STAB ME (yes I know I should've seen it coming....) and I didn't lay a hand on her. The ex? He's trying to give us shit like we shouldn't be mad. Either way he's hiding now, which is smart since there are ALOT of people pissed at him, myself included you don't hurt that girl ever. Kim blames herself. she is currently in the very same mental hospital I was in not a month ago. my family moves in a few days. things have gone downhill. | | Thursday, July 27th, 2006 | | 6:47 pm |
having a good day
saw my ex and got laid. finally have a new home so BOO CRAPPY LIFE HOORAY BEER! | | Saturday, July 22nd, 2006 | | 11:43 am |
got new job
after the shit storm that was my earlier job I now have a new one. Wendy's. Yeah my self esteem is taking a hit, let me tell you I hunt for a good job and no one calls back (however Target has mastered the avoidance angle by sending my a rejection letter) but ONE DAY into slumming it in the fast food world and I get a job, hell I have two offers (the one totally confirmed incidently is the first one I applied at) on other things my ex the mormon returns. Should be interesting to say the least, hell I've already been promised sex and enough time has elapsed so I don't have any hangups. hell it isn't like this will be the first ex I hooked back up with. On the girl front I'm trying to hook up with a new young lady, very similar to the lesbian actually, excepy you know.... straight. and I saw Clerks 2 Good movie a fitting ending | | Wednesday, July 5th, 2006 | | 2:42 pm |
| | Wednesday, May 31st, 2006 | | 8:08 pm |
personality test take 2
same as the one I did before. Compare Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||| 33% Stability |||||| 30% Orderliness |||||||||| 36% Accommodation |||||||||||| 50% Interdependence |||| 16% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Mystical |||||||||| 36% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 70% Materialism |||||||||||||| 56% Narcissism |||| 16% Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50% Work ethic |||||||||||| 43% Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63% Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||| 76% Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63% Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Avoidant |||||| 23% Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Wealth |||||| 23% Dependency |||||||||| 36% Change averse |||||||||||||| 56% Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| 76% Individuality |||||||||||||| 56% Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Peter pan complex |||||| 23% Physical security |||| 16% Physical fitness |||||||||||||||| 70% Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 70% Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Vanity |||||||||||||| 56% Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 43% Female cliche |||||| 30% Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive. trait snapshot: messy, depressed, introverted, feels invisible, does not make friends easily, nihilistic, reveals little about self, fragile, dark, bizarre, feels undesirable, dislikes leadership, reclusive, weird, irritable, frequently second guesses self, unassertive, unsympathetic, low self control, observer, worrying, phobic, suspicious, unproductive, avoidant, negative, bad at saving money, emotionally sensitive, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, submissive, daydreamer | | 7:55 pm |
results of colorbased personality test
Your Existing Situation Acts in an orderly, methodical, and self-contained manner. Needs the sympathetic understanding of someone who will give him recognition and approval. Your Stress Sources Unfulfilled hopes have led to uncertainty and apprehension. Needs to feel secure and to avoid any further disappointment, and fears being passed over or losing standings and prestige. Doubts that things will be any better in the future and this negative attitude leads him to make exaggerated demands and to refuse to make reasonable compromises. Your Restrained Characteristics Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Feels trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way of gaining relief. Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity providing no turmoil or emotional agitation is involved. Your Desired Objective Considers the existing circumstances disagreeable and over-demanding. Refuses to allow anything to influence his point of view. Your Actual Problem Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety, emptiness, and an unadmitted self-contempt. His refusal to admit this leads to his adopting a headstrong and defiant attitude. | | 6:59 pm |
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and again someone I cared a great deal for fucked up. I won't name names, but she does share a name with a famous horror movie slasher. Long story short I arranged for her to meet a very important member of my family, actually the most important one. Now I didn't spring this on her, she knew about it a full month (roughly) prior to the person's arrival. She agreed to meet her, and even seemed enthusiastic about the venture. Too bad she kept true to form. Day One: I never get ahold of her until it is too late to see one another (blamed on faulty cell phone), i'm annoyed but I make plans for the next day, as I'd be getting off work at a good time. She knows I'll call at such and such a time. What happens when I call? I'm screamed at (well to be honest I didn't get an answer at first, thinking the phone might still be screwy I keep calling, turns out she was ignoring the phone) and then hung up on. Just so you know, I fucking hate being hung up on, and she's the main reason why, but to understand that you'd need our full history together and I don't have the time. Annoyed again, mostly for the rude response, I wait and call again, but this time closer to the time I'm supposed to pick her up (I called about two hours early ,NOON, in order for her to get ready) and once again I'm screamed at and as I'm asking if the day is cancelled, I'm hung up on again. Just so you know she was mad because I woke her up. Now assuming that it's cancelled ( and considering how I was yelled at and rudely hung up on it's not surprising I thought this). I tell those involved she's not coming and I go on my way. She then calls (not me, but the cell phone I was using to call her) roughly 15 minutes to a half an hour afterI was screamed at. that was nearly two weeks ago, I have not spoken to her yet. The person she was to meet? Left two days after the incident, and will never return to this state.... for private reasons. So the very last chance for her to meet her, and she blows me off. I'm not raring mad, but I don't know what to do with her, I know I'll eventually get over it, but why should I? She'll just keep doing this again and again, she doesn't repsect or even care about me it seems. Hell she only acts like she cares when it appears I'm about to leave her life completely. This, btw, is an ex that is now a friend. I sometimes think she'd fall in love with me if I died. | | Tuesday, May 2nd, 2006 | | 6:41 pm |
Ok, am I an asshole?
seriously here, many of you reading this either have known me in the real world, or have been witness to many of my messagebord/livjournal/myspace posts so in essence of that: what am I? A nice guy? Weird, conflicted, or just a fucking prick? and please be honest, not nice | | 5:58 pm |
hangin' with the ex
beyond strange let me tell you. There are many many cofused/pissed off emotions to place down, but I simply cannot find the right words. however I am not what one would call "being in a good mood," and I'm starting to realize that just about every woman I've really cared about or loved simply used me. | | 5:23 pm |
The Tradition continues
what the tradition is and to what I refer to, well only one who reads my words here will know what I mean. | | Thursday, March 2nd, 2006 | | 1:41 pm |
the more they change the more they stay the same....
1999: I work at Burger King next to the mall. I'm single, nearly all the people I associate with are gay and I'm watching Rent 2006 I work at Burger King next to the mall. I'm single, nearly all the people I associate with are gay and I'm watching Rent just noticed that..... | | 12:42 pm |
| | Tuesday, February 14th, 2006 | | 3:51 pm |
| | Thursday, February 9th, 2006 | | 4:53 pm |
Work is tomorrow, and in a few days it will be my birthday...... oh happy happy day.... :( | | Tuesday, February 7th, 2006 | | 3:54 pm |
The only way to tell my Dad something is to write it on a note, and tie it to a brick, and throw it through a window. Of course, now Dad's armed with a brick | | 3:48 pm |
It should be a law. Everyone should have to own a gun. In fact, if you get caught outside your house without your gun, you get a ticket. And you get shot in the leg. Just to prove their point. Think about it. There'd be no more car jackings. Bag boys would be more courteous. And people in general would just be a lot friendlier. I want everybody to get behind this law. Because the first couple of years, a lot of us are gonna die! yes I'm stealing from Titus | | 3:44 pm |
Many massacres have happened when people yell "surprise"! Pearl Harbor. The Tet Offensive. My uncle's 50th birthday party |
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